My (almost) boyfriend

Ther is this guy who i have a huuuuuuuge crush on. and I have had one since I basically first met him
Hes funny, sweet, kind, interesting and didnt expect me to be someone im not.
He liked me too. The only thing that was stopping us being boyfriend and girlfriend was his studies.
then the holidays hit. We saw each other once while we were at home.
We got back and nothing had really changed.
2 weeks ago things were still very much the same.
I accused him last week of not caring. he ensured me he did.
Last night we talked for the first time in a few days.
He told me he only liked me as a friend
Im now confused.
I thought he liked me too.

now tonight I found out that another girl likes him too.
she has been spending more and more time with him.
She doesnt like me much.
Is that what changed?
Her? she ruined everything we had and might have had?
Is there any chance like you said there might be of us every being together?

He has torn my heart out.
Little does he know how much it hurts
I won't tell him.
I doubt he will care.

The worst part is I had just started to get secure.
Now this happens.
I knew it was too good to be true.