cousins

I really do love having cousins. I have a grand total of 23 of them ranging from 32-3. Most of them have lived close my whole life. 4 of them live overseas and I dont really get to see them but I know them and really love hearing about their lives. I really miss the days where we would run around being silly and just generally having fun. I even miss the days where we would talk for hours on end about nothing.

I still see all my cousins but not as regularlly. I last had a good talk to the cousin I was closest with a good 6 months ago. He lives 2 hours away and has visited my uni 3 or 4 times since we have been at uni. And not once did he visit me. He doesnt tell me anything any more. This really hurts as once upon a time we were so close we couldve been twins (we even looked similar). And now... I never see him. Some people from my hall have seen him more times then I have this year. And its kind of sad when they start telling me about his life because he hasnt bothered.

And then my other cousins I hear from every now and then. but that doesnt hurt as much because we were never as close. I love my cousins dearly and love to talk to them and hear about there lives (preferablly from them though).

So here is to all the times we have had and will have. I hope that they will be numerous and wonderful. xx